Hopefully 2011 is a more peaceful, happy and focused year for me... Last year I struggled with alot of different aspects in my life, along with the death and mourning of my beautiful mum and I am determined that this year is going to start off positively...
The suicide of my mother has affected me in so many different ways. Last year I had so many different things to deal with, try to accept, which all came as a domino affect after the passing of my mum...
I lost my best friend, I have had to try and find my way without her support, her love, her friendship, her advice, her humour, and everything in between.. At times I felt like I had an invisible wall up against me and the whole world, no-one could see or feel how I was feeling, how truly alone I felt, how some days I could not breathe or even want to face the world. Though I got through 2010 and all it threw at me.
I am very proud of the fact that she was and will always be my mum, she taught me to be the person I am today, to love all people (and animals), to be kind, caring, to believe in spiritualism. Though I really need to find the time to meditate and do yoga each day just like she did... Find the calm within each day....
Thought of the day..
"Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending"
For those of us who can't help looking back at our lives and wondering what we could have done to do differently, today's inspiring quote will hopefully flip you around and help you face what's ahead. Everything that has ...gone by is set in the stone of the past, but the future is in our control. And if you're thinking it's too late to start something new, or to change your fate, maybe that way of thinking is the first thing that you should focus on changing-- right now.
Have a life-changing day!
Love and Light